Monday, May 25, 2009

Orientation: continued

It's spectro. Fairies. I am NOT learning CDCT. And I am heartbroken. I know there are worse things in this world but I am devastated. When someone like HP - drugs, alcohol, improper characterization, stealing, at 17 years old - gets parade in HER two characters, it makes me sick. SICK.

I really need something good to happen at Disney.

Friday, May 15, 2009

Super exciting news!

I have parade orientation! Tomorrow I find out if this means I am learning the pineapple in CDCT. Well, hopefully tomorrow I find out (when new schedules drop); if not then I have to wait until after Monday to call and find out. I know I shouldn't get my hopes up but... too late. I get butterflies when I think about it. I am so beyond thrilled. The only thing that could get better is not having to learn fur, and maybe getting a new pal. :o) I couldn't be happier right now!

xo

Thursday, May 7, 2009

I only want to be wanted by you

Wanted - Jessie James

OK. Not bad. She sounds like Christina Aguleria except more pop.

Things have been a bit looney. Waiting for Trevis to get the eff OUT so I can get in. Tym is at his parents house for the rest of the week, left on Sunday. I miss him.

Work has been pretty good too, I have lunch/dinner for the next two days... that kind of sucks. A lot. Wish I could switch it for France or something but it's fine I guess. I had five days of room 2 next week but I gave one up and am gonna go home for a few days, and Sam will be there. I get to finally catch up with her! HOW many years later? Sheesh! Can't wait though.

Bunch of little things going on right now. Mom finally told Nanny about Scott for the first time. Drama at work as always. (For instance, I suddenly know why everyone hates SKC). Crap with my summer teachers. Just the same general horseshit that happens.

That's about it. Promise to try and keep up.

xo

Friday, April 24, 2009

Compliments

"Belle you look so pretty tonight, I love your dress, you're so beautiful..."

None of these things are going to make you any less annoying.

Just because you compliment me doesn't mean that I'm going to suddenly say "You know what? I am, aren't I? I'm going to give you permission to take extra pictures with me."

Lord, people are stupid.

Emily is getting on my nerves. She's had a bag of trash sitting there for like a month and there are gnats all over the place. Plus, there's more shit in the freezer.

I can't wait to be with Tym.

Tym, who burned down six panels of the backyard fence yesterday, but that's another story...

Still hoping for a miracle with this shift tomorrow so I can pick up France... who knows.

Anyway... yeah. That's about it for now. After next Wednesday life will be blissfully free for three whole months. Well, more free then now.

xo

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Review: Ulta Automatic Eyeliner

FINALLY! A product I've fallen in love with! I've been searching for an eyeliner in gorgeous, jewel-tone colors. While browsing Ulta (and, okay, they were having this "spend $17.50 on Ulta products and get a free Ulta gift" deal, and the free gift was awesome) I came across this. I used the ones you can play with on my hand and just adored the two colors I ended up getting: olive and teal blue. I don't know what I'd do without them anymore. I love being fun with my eyecolors and this is the fastest and easiest way to do it. And, as if they couldn't get better then a $7 price ticket for quality, they don't smudge quickly and don't tug at my eye. Sure, I have to fix it once during the day, but I live in Florida so I have to do that with everything I've ever used. This gets 5/5 stars!!!

xo

Review: Physicians Formula Plump Potion Lash Plumping and Stimulating Mascara

$9.79 is what I paid for this garbage. Plumping? Nope. Stimulating? I wish. Too expensive, definitely. I don't have anything good to say for this. I haven't tried it in any extreme conditions but it does nothing good for me. So disappointing.

xo

Review: Rimmel London Exaggerate Waterproof Eye Definer

Awful.

The only word I can find to describe it. I was immediately drawn to color #270, purple shock. I was like "if this comes out of the tube in this color, I am going to die of happiness". Well, that was a joke. It's so light you can barely see it! What a disappointment. I mean, I guess if I sit at the mirror for five minutes and apply a ton of layers it'll be good but as something quick and easy - what I was hoping for - this is a failure. The other reviews I've seen are good but I don't think they've used this color. I'm so sad. I got so excited about this shade. :( What a waste of a perfectly good $3 or $4.

2/5 stars (only for price)

xo

EDIT: So... okay, I actually did sit down with it and rub it all over my eyelid and I got some awesome color out of it. I guess because it's such a shocking color it needs a few layers to really get the color. Maybe I'll look into the darker colors because it did stay on all day. :)

Review: Covergirl Lashblast Mascara

I've decided I'm going to do makeup reviews when I try new stuff. Today's review: Cover Girl Lash Blast mascara in black brown.

At first I wasn't fond of this mascara (I tend to like something that makes my lashes thicker), but I do like it now. While it's still not everything I've dreamed of, I got it for that great price (on sale at Target, two for $9 or something like that). I probably wouldn't pay the regular price of $7.29 for it, though. It comes off easily with any sort of remover and doesn't flake, and that's pretty awesome, but I feel like there are better mascaras waiting to be found. I've been doing some research and will come back with some other mascaras.

This gets 4/5 stars.

Until then

xo

Monday, April 6, 2009

Can you imagine?

It hasn't been good recently.

The Lark took over my life. For three weeks - count 'em, three - I had to request off from work. Thankfully I got to pick up so every week I at least got some sort of paycheck. And OAF was two weeks after the Lark so I was thinking "Oh, well, at least I get two solid days of working". WRONG. I guess I didn't realize but there's a rehearsal on Thursday at 6 and I have the "new" lunch/dinner. Great.

Norway sucks even worse now. I want to kill myself. It's 4 sets in the morning, 5 at night. And in the morning you only get a 15 minute break in between each set. Do they realize what that does to a person? It's like your stuck in that little box for 5 straight hours! At least with the old schedule I could sit down, read a book, have a snack, take myself away from this place for a moment. But now... now it's impossible.

They came and "talked" to me, one of our managers. Said he was getting complaints because I was "being rude" to guests; "rushing" them. I'M SORRY, but you're requiring me to see 55 families in an hour and do it with a 15 minute break? No, I'm not going to let the family have individuals AND group shot of the kids. Julianne and Morgan were really nice and told me that I should talk to the photographers and tell them how I work; you know: "Hey, I don't like to do individuals, if it's a cute kid I'll take the extra few seconds with them but I'm mildly claustrophobic so I need all 15 minutes of the breaks, thanks." Will it work? I suppose I'll find out next week...

I hate my show, BTW. I hate it. The SMs mom and friend came in and watched it and I don't think they liked it at all. I think they were beYOND confused about what was going on, which was my biggest fear. All this hard work for people to think I'm crazy. I'm getting deja vu from Madwoman... it's not as awful as Madwoman was but it's long and strange, although in a different way.

And Joyner.

Oh, Joyner.

Once again, I failed the test. AND, I got FUCKED on our project. The biggest thing was that the summary was suppose to be brief. Brief is 2-3 minutes, especially for a long, drawn out play. "Brief" is NOT 13 minutes. Especially when you can only have an 18-20 minute long presentation. HELLO! We all decided to meet early so we could discuss everything... and wtf is new, Alina and Cassie showed up 20 minutes before class started (which is late for them) and Cassie went up and dragged on and on and on. Poor Victoria, who did the whole presentation, barely got to speak. Joyner said he wasn't going to dock us for Cassie's inconsideration, but I don't know what I'm going to do if I don't get a perfect grade on it. I don't see how I'm going to pass this class.

The worst thing that's happened is last Thursday I suddenly got a virus on my computer. A big ass virus. Like, I thought I was going to have to buy a new computer kind of virus. Thankfully, Robert Arnowitz saved my LIFE and now I owe him my name. Oh wait, he's already dating a Megan Smith. That's cool. :)

So that's it. I guess I always get stressed out towards the end of the semester. It's so close... three weeks away... but I can't see the end of it. May... May, you are calling to me!

xo

P.S. For your please, the best picture ever taken in the whole world: Photobucket

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

This moment's food obsession

Dove milk chocolate. YUM

Update soon.

xo

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

The never-ending school year.

I hate most of my professors.

They seem to think that we are only taking their class and no others. Even the professor of my online class is acting like that. She's assigning such BS work and generally confusing the shit out of most of us. I'm dying here. Plus I've got to do this service learning for my education class and my teacher hasn't gotten back to my email; what do I do now? Tym says to just walk in and do it but... I don't know, I don't want to do that.

I will be SO happy when it's May 1st (school over)... June 1st (Trevis GONE)... Next year...

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Today in a nutshell.

One year at Disney.

Toontown on the new schedule.

Found my pants at work.

Life is pretty good.

<3

xo

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Her2 Rant

This rant is about Her2. She probably won't ever read it and even if she did she would automatically know it's about her. But I really don't care.

She's got a tough life. But that doesn't mean I have to trust her. When we moved in originally she told me, Laura, and Jessica three different stories about when her Dad died. That threw off my like of her. The other girls tolerated her but she didn't do her share of things and that aggravated me.

Since the new lease started in August she hasn't done the dishes. Sure, she didn't use quite as many dishes as me, but she still had enough to warrant for her to take them out of the dishwasher once every blue effing moon. On the advice of friends I started leaving her dishes under her cabinet on the counter in a nice, neat little pile because I was getting sick and tired of doing all the work.

Around Christmas her mom passed away (I don't know what of; again with the different stories as to why her mom was sick at all) and that's sad. She's 19 and an orphan. But she has "5" sisters (for the third time, who knows how many she really has) around here to keep her company and all of that.

She ran the dishwasher on Friday, right before I went back home for the weekend, and by Sunday when I got back she hadn't put them away. And they still weren't done by Tuesday! So when I went to do them today - again, I'm doing them - I opened it up... and the dishwashers not even full. It's not even close to full!

So I left her a note that said, you know, please don't run the dishwasher when it's not full; it's a waste of water.

What did she have to say?

"I didn't have any plates or cups - so I had to run it - than I did have enough time to unload, so I just grabbed what I needed out of there at the time - so I had to run it". Exactly.

Are you serious? Really? You didn't have time to put it away but plenty of time to run it and grab what you needed? There weren't even that many dishes! It would have taken her all of two freaking minutes to do them. I looked in her cabinet; she has paper plates, and on the counter she has a box of four FREAKING WATER GLASSES! It's such a fucking waste!! I hate this girl and I'm SO ready for it to be May 31st so that fucker can get out of Tym's house, we can de-douche-ify it, and I can get the FUCK out of this place and away from this girl.

End of rant.

P.S. Found out the reason MJJ was taken off my schedule; apparently it's because I'm a face girl. Even if they trained me they most likely would have kept me in face roles and it's almost a waste (it was a "business decision") to train me. They needed to give those opportunities to people who needed them more. That's fine by me! Hoping to make my way up to CDCT bookworm!!

:)

XO

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Her1 Rant

This rant is specifically against one girl... I will call her "Her1".

Her1 is really getting to me.

Everything she does ticks me off. I know it shouldn't be a big deal, but it's just... UGH. We used to be so close but now I can hardly have a conversation with her without snapping. I'm not in a bad mood when I start - usually the opposite - but then she says or does one little thing and... UGH! I just have to snap! Even seeing her name as online, or that she's said or done something on FB just makes me roll my eyes and sigh.

I don't know when the change started.

Like when I had a status that was really serious, she made a joke about it not being real. When I corrected her, and tried to show her just how serious I was, she STILL made it a joke! I'm like... HELLO! I'm glad that YOU think things like that are funny but obviously it's not, and I would appreciate it if you didn't joke around about things like that.

I don't know what to do anymore. We're supposed to work as a team but I can't see myself working without snapping anymore. Everything with Her1 has to be so formal. Why can't she just send me a regular message like everyone else? Why does she have to sign it with her different signatures like we're strangers? It drives me bonkers.

I suppose that I should just suck it up but it's getting harder and harder. I'm about to give up on Her1.

xo

Friday, February 13, 2009

Ursala is still winning...

Just dropped Tym off at the airport... I miss him already. I'm really nervous about him flying on Friday the 13th; especially because of the recent crash in New York. You really just never know...

I'm still voiceless. I hope it comes back by tomorrow. That would be wonderful. I'm thinking tomorrow night Belle will be sounding a bit like a smoker.

Tonight's gonna be fun, though... everyone coming over, watching disney flicks, making valentines and cookies and generally have a ball. I still don't have an outfit; maybe everyone can help me pick something out of all the stuff I have.

Happy 21st birthday to Christina.

Happy Friday the 13th to Jason (or whatever... I'm not a scary movie person).

xo

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Ursala stole my voice. Damnit. This always happens right before I have France. Not Toontown, where I'm on an hour, off an hour. No. France. Damnit! I can't talk like this for 8 hours in an 11 hour day. 8 full hours! ARGHHHHH.

I'm just finishing off the Tudors season 2 right now... bye bye Anne Boelyn! This show is confusing to me... in "The Other Boelyn Girl" (the BOOK, not the horrible movie) Anne's sister Mary has an affair with Henry first and has two children by him. Where is this shit in the Tudors? Ridiculous.

We lost Petunia last night. 10pm. That fucking fish. I used to wish her dead but now I'm like "Blehh, I don't want any more fish dead!" NINE fish in my name! Tym and I are a terrible fish mommy and fish daddy. We almost bought an electric blue lobster today. We might have to get one and put it in Petunia's old tank. It's pretty badass. It would match all the neon gravel. We'd have to feed it live shrimp though. Eek!

I want season 3 of the Tudors to come out already so I can watch it! I haven't really heard the story after Anne's death. I'm hoping this class I've been looking at at UCF is really about this era because I am fascinated by this whole situation.

So, I'm seriously going to ask my parents about taking Meyer to live with us once I move in with Tym and the boys. There will have to be some serious changes in the way these boys handle the house and chores. I'm pretty bad too but Meyer can't be around all that shit; beer bottles and bowls and dirty dishes. I don't know if my parents would actually do that. Let us have Meyer, that is. If that's the case I think Tym and I are going to get a dog. I'd really like one. A little baby one, to keep in my lap. He has his big galoopy puppy dog; now I want my teeny tiny doggy to snuggle with.

That's all.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Another disappointing day.

So today was another disappointment. Somebody* got SW. Somebody** (who I LOVE) got fit in Meg (no word yet on whether she got it). Why, for the life of me, do they not FIT / approve me?? I wish they told you why it is they don't approve you. Today, while everyone was clearing the room, I talked to Tammy. I said "Thank you for letting me do MJJ. At first I was unsure but now I am so excited for the opportunites it will bring me". But I really wanted to shake her and say "FIT ME! GIVE ME A CHANCE! Why her over me??? What does she have that I don't??"

Her color code, I suppose.

Well, that's it. I'm watching the Tudors and not calling schools like I should be for my class. I should probably say "screw it" and just sign up for a teacher anyway. Plus, this baloney with run crew is driving me crazy.

This semester will work. I promise it will work.

*It's not FAIR... another Belle/Snow combination... where is my chance???
**Good for her, she's a darling


EDIT: She got Meg. Well... if anyone, good for her. If only... if only...

Monday, February 9, 2009

And they're off...

To quote Peter Pan: "Here we go!"

So... a blog, huh. This is new. This is fun. This is exciting... right?

Yeah, definitely.

And so, it begins.

Well, I dyed my hair black. Hoping it gives Tammy and Soroya a hint tomorrow. Dark hair, red lips... you get it. And now I'm trying to get black out of my neck, my face, my hands, my elbows... yeah, my elbows. I hope it goes away. I really am dying for something new at Disney. I love my job but it's hard doing the same thing day after day. It's just about to be a year for me. A year of my favorite pineapple bookworm. I love B**** but hey... one can only talk so much about books and Gaston for so long.

Anyway, gotta do some junk for stuff and all that. :P Got Carly's sleepover tonight! Can't wait!! :)

Wish me luck tomorrow.

XO